Dj vest, 37 - Piet Retief

Am good man.I must be myself, I
said over and over.
I must forget these
people buzzing
inside my head, I
must forget their
voices, their smells,
their demands, their
love, their hate, and
be myself, I must be
myself, I told
myself, as i gazed
down at the legs
resting so happily
on the stool, and I
told myself again as
I looked up to watch
the smoke I'd blown
up to the ceiling; I
must be myself,
because if I failed to
be myself, I become
the person they
wanted me to be; if I
had to be that
insufferable person,
I'd rather be
nothing at all. It
would be better if I
didn't exist,...

A woman (22 - 32)

I need a person who not playing games because am not playing in relationship. The person real serious want love